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3 juin heyyHeyy people,, how are you all??? im good,, lolz i havent written in this thing 4 ages coz websites had some stupid block on it coz of my big brother
 bastard.. lol well not much has happened... i wanna go 2 the cracka jack tonight!!!!!!! but i cant call tabitha and im not going by myself... lolz yeahh... well im gonna go and update my space a bit more.. much love
Xo- Rana- xO
19 mai Welcome.To.My.World[[Welcome To My World]]
Get ready for;;
Love
Turns Into Heartbreak
Happiness
Turns Into Sadness
Dreams
Turn Into Nightmares
Friends
Turn Into Bitches
Secrets
Turn Into Lies
And;;
Instead Of Being Used For Legs
Razors Are Being Used For Arms
You Can't Smile
Because You're Heart Can't Take The Pain
You Can't Laugh
Because All You Can Do Is Cry
You Can't Be Happy
Because Even Though He Doesn't Know It, He Wont Let You
And When You See Him At School
All You Can Do Is Smile A Fake Smile
And Hope To God You Don't Break Down And Cry
helloOmfg!!! I just figured out that when I don't eat I get sick!!!
I was made to love food.
   Lol,, yeahh newaiiz... hmmm.. 2daii was boring, nothing happened  well im going now.. bye byeLove Lareina
[[ex-oh]] [[ex-oh]]
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visit ellen & mine'z site Harlequin Elmo 18 mai I'll.Be.Just.Fine.Pretending.Everything.Is.OkayI'll laugh at how what you think what you're doing is gonna hurt me ... I'll laugh at the way you think you're gonna me cry... I'll laugh at the way that you think I'm gonna care... Ill laugh at the way you think you're gonna cause me pain... I'll laugh at the way you think you're gonna get me jealous... But when I really think about it and I see you with her... Silent tears roll down my face and I tell myself... I'm just gonna laugh and it'll be fine... Heyy,, just so you know.. I know that the I'll.Be.Just.Find.Pretending.Everything.Is.Okay thing is meant to be I'll.Be.Just.Fine.Pretending.I'm.Not. But it doesn't make sense to me. lol. It says I'll be fine pretending that I'm not fine. Well today was Fanfare and we got 2 gold medals for Stage Band. Other than that... THAT FREAK GAVE ME A FUCKING NECKLACE FROM A TOURIST SHOP. lol and arig gave it back. and then ray thought that i cheated on him when we were going out.. i was like.. yuck no. so yeah.. i think that's all that's happened today. Much love,, Lareina [[Ex-oh, Ex-oh]] YouAreEverythingToMe__<3 <3 16 mai helloAccept Me For Who I Am
lol hello ppl,,
so bored,, hmm .. yerr well i dont have nething 2 say.. lolbye bye
luv rana xoxo   14 mai shot through the heart && your to blame__ darlin' you give love a bad name__<//3nothing is more painful than realising..
you hurt the one you really care about.
Just for ONCE
I want to be the one
The one who is wanted and needed.
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, will you dance to this beat and hold a lover close <//3
Here - have my heart Great… you dropped it ______________________________ no matter what happens, or how much time goes by,, you can never forget the first time he looked at you && how you fell in love with the look in his eyes
i once felt strong, it wouldn't last for long <//3
;; / && ; // cut my arms with the biggest knife that i can stand
The T.R.U.T.H Are your palms sweaty, your heart racing and your voice caught in your chest? T.r.y.i.n.g. .T.o. .P.u.l.l. .M.y.s.e.l.f. .T.o.g.e.t.h.e.r.
Trying to be someone that you know your not
Sweetie, you say I've hurt you. I'm sorry for that. But the sound of your voice, remembering your face && remembering the selfish thing you've done. I'd say you've hurt me too.
and after all the heartbreaks, and the fights, and the tears and then anger, true love will be waiting for you at the end, and it will be worth it.
take chances. tell the truth. say no. spend all your cash. fall in love. get to know someone random. be random. say i love you. sing out loud. laugh at stupid jokes. tell an asshole what you feel. let someone know what they're missing. laugh till your stomach hurts. be a fool. make a funny face in a picture. kiss. dance how you want to. live life. This is the journey of her disaster.. which she calls life... Told through the words of her broken soul.. The good and the bad... The pain that she felt... As she watched her life fly away from her touch... The lessons of dissappointment... The beautiful let downs... and its all that she's ever been... Her heart tells a story... One of broken love.. The pure disaster of true commitment... and the lasting love.. The love she will always have... Her world is nothing more... than a world full of nothingness... This is the story... The story of the one girl... the one that everyone thought was perfect... but with a smack of reality... it all came crashing down.. but for she soon realized.... That's the way life is... So she's becoming strong.... and learning how to deal with the truth of reality.
lipgloss becomes make up.
just the thought of you makes me want to Xx..DIE..xX
JUST WONDERING
Some of this stuff is from Rachel's awesome space! Click below 2 check it out
hahahahahahaBahahahahahaha.. I changed my space for ONE day and I'm already getting bad comments.. For that person who was too sad to leave their name..
If you seriously think that I'm all into gangsta music (btw you need to learn how to spell), then you obviously don't know me that well and only know OF me. Or maybe it's that you knew me, but now... YOU DON'T. SO GET OVER IT. I'll do what ever I want. The only opinions that affect me are those of my friends and family and since you're neither, I don't care. But I just need to get this out of my system for other people like you. Anyways, Oh yeah, about that me taking stuff from other people's spaces. If I do take stuff from other people's spaces, I link back to them. And if it doesn't have a link, then I made it. Yes, ME. So don't tell me I need to make my own stuff up because I do.
I'm sorry but I didn't read the whole thing, only the first and last part. The last part being about me getting over a certain someone. I obviously made a very BIG mistake telling them how I felt and I actually wasn't planning on doing it, I didn't even bring up the subject, they did. And that part about them not going to go out with me anytime soon. That just sounds stupid. I don't think I ever said I wanted to go out with him and if I did, why would you care? Do you like him or something?
I wish I did read the whole thing, but I couldn't be stuffed reading about some person's pathetic issues with the type of music I like, the person I like and other stupid things that really has NOTHING to do with them.
And just so you're happy, I changed my space colours back and my name is different. And I'm sorry to say if you want me to just stop liking him, sadly, it doesn't work like that. If I could choose who I like I would, so you'll have to get over that just as I have.
That whole thing only applied to the person who made that comment and other people who think it's ok to judge people they don't know that well.
Much Love To Most Of You
Lareina,, xoxo 12 mai brokenheartedPlease, could we forget our past
&& be
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I'm Sorry, So Sorry. I Hurt You, I Hurt You And Now I Break Down && Cry Thinking Of The Good Memories You Gave Me.
The Happiness You Gave Me, I Will Never Feel Again
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I guess when I said forever I meant it. Xx..About Me..xXXx..About Me..xX
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 тнє ρєяfє¢т ¢яιмє:.. ι ѕтєαℓ YOUR нєαят __[[&&]]__ уσυ ѕтєαℓ MINE __ ... ::: ι ѕтιℓℓ ℓσνє уσυ :::wearing; school uniform music; anything but screemo, opera && country,, mostly r'n'b, hip hop doing; this tasting; nothing *criez of hunger* smelling; umm the air. mood; happy drinking; nothing. regrets; a few where yah goin tonight; to bed what did you do today; went to school,,, shave 4 a cure! mr f shaved his head!  where did you go yesterday; school what are you doing tomorrow; sleep in  wishing; just one wish watching; my computer screen chatting with; cindy, nam and robyn with; myself. liking; Someone.. hearing; my brother yelling at the tv (footy) thinking; about stuff. annoyance; nothing atm craving; hot chocolate & a heater amusment; my hair hoping; that this week goes by smoothly. remembering; a few things worrying about; a few things Status: single last person/place;; chatted with; nam yelled at; My mum laughed with; arig & cindy talked to on the phone; tori ate; soup drank; soup ate with; arig and cindy went to; school msn'd; robyn and nam hugged; cindy kissed; my nena cuddled; dnt remember you cried because of; a guy you cried in front of; the posters in my room person that cheered you up; i dont remember (if you dont like anyone right now) who was the last person you liked; a guy person you cried because of; a guy 11 mai im.the.girl.in.love.with.the.guy.who.doesnt.careI sit on my bed
&& cry as the thought of you runs down my cheek in tears
&& the pain runs down my arm in blood
They laugh at her,
but at days end, they're not the ones, with bloody wrists again.. <//3
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I'm the girl, the one who always loses. The one with the fake smile, and the girl who seems to be so strong but continues to break. That girl who's always there, and seems to have no problems of her own. The one who holds back tears until she's off the phone...that girl that is in love with a guy who doesn't care.
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It really hurts your heart when you love someone and they don’t even know it. It hurts even more when they know but they don’t even care 7 mai heyyheyy ppl.. how are you all? im alright,, i hate these stupid things, i dnt kno why i write them.. meh,, newaiiz... yess......... skool is alright, lol arig got sum random 2 buy us johnny walker on friday night,, lol... and thats all i remember.... hmmm... well i remember patches but i dunno,, hahaha oh yeahh these 2 ppl helped me back with arig and xina and they left their porno at arigs place... lol and arig was looking at it.......... lol yeahh i think thats all i have 2 say,, oh yeahh i went to carindale yesterday and saw awet and jacob ... they asked 4 money... lol freakin cazza bumz,,, lol yeahh thats it...
 bubyez  rana You made me like this,
You made me like this.
Crying, crying on the bedroom floor,
I loved you, I loved you.
You're everything I ever wanted and more,
But you wrecked it, you wrecked it.
It's over, it's done,
You broke me and crushed me.
You took my heart and tore it apart,
You left me broken on the bedroom floor.
I loved you, I loved you,
You were everything I loved and more.
It's over,
I loved you, I HATE YOU. 29 avril »»нєℓℓσ««I went to a party,
And remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I had a sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, The way you said I would, that I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, And your advice to me was right. The party finally ended, and the kidsdrove out of sight. I got into my car, Sure to get home in one piece. I never knew what was coming, Mom, something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, the kid that caused this wreck was drunk, Mom, his voice seems far away. My own blood's all around me, As I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, this girl is going to die. I'm s! ure the guy had no idea, While he was flying high. Because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mom Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mom Tell daddy to be brave. And when I go to heaven, put " Mommy's Girl" on my grave. Someone should have taught him, That it's wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mom I'm getting really scared These are my final moments, and I'm so unprepared. I wish that you could hold me Mom, As I lie here and die. I wish that I could say, "I love you, Mom!" So I love you and good-bye.
Hey guys, how are you? I'm good. Lolz, I went to the city last night with Arig coz she wanted to go shopping and we ended up seeing David Cartright and George and shit. Lol,, it was fun. Oh yeahh and Shanae,, yerr,, Arig was like "I think I'm in Love" n i was like oh yeah, right. Lol,,, shes like george is soo hot and i was like yeahh,, ok. Lol newaiiz,, hmm,,, not much else to say... oh yeahh yesterday at skool,, i was writing all over robyn with permanent marker and it had on her leg go up ^^^ lol yerr and cindy wrote her number on robyns leg and ray wrote his number on her leg and i wrote my number on her leg and i wrote lareina was here and her leg and shit... lol it was fun,, heheh and then ray wrote ray is the best on my arm n i woz like pfft u wish,, lol im better much love rana xoxo,,, 25 avril I [C]an't Do This--&&__//I'm T r y i n g So Hard To Be [♥] PerfectPROMISES ARE JUST
LIES WITH PRETTY RIBBONS TIED TO THEM
ι.αм.тнє.αυтнσя.σf.му.ℓιfє
вυт.ιм.ωяιтιиg.ιи.ρєи
αи∂.ι.¢αит.єяαѕє.му.[мιѕтαкєѕ]
cause i dont want to reveal the fact that im [suffering]
so i'll wear my [disguise]
till i go home at night and turn down
all the lights then [breakdown] and [cry]
Well, she's not
Bleeding on the
Bal lroom floor for
Attention___
my heart honestly breaks when i think of you
[ [ . You D o n 't Ca re A B i t < / 3 . ] ]
23 avril heyyhello ppl, lol i havent writen in this thingy 4 agez,, well newaiiz.. i dunno what 2 say,, lol arig had straight vodka on friday night and i like.. mixed mine with milk,, lol it tasted weird,, yerr n she fell off the trampalene thingy,, actually she got her foot stuck in the wire thingyz n kinda flipped off,, lol it woz funny,, and.. thats pretty much all i remember,, lol yerr and on saturday me n arig went to the movies with ray and,, it woz awesome
 lol yerr,, and i think thats it.. oh yeah im not going 2 skool 2morow even though theres like this anzac day performance thingy that im in,, oh well im quitting band newaiiz,, lol yerr,, but i have to like.. go visit my nena in hospital n yerr,, but my mum duznt know so... meh, she'll get over it, oh yeah and she got the fone bill and i called a mobile 4 an hour n a half so now im grounded =_= ,, yerr fun fun fun, oh welz,,  yerr and thats pretty much all thats happened... so bye byemuch love
rana,, xoxo
17 avril im sorry for making you my everythingMy only sin is having treated you so bad, I knew that you loved me, but I made you sad.. now that we've moved on,, I dream of your smile,, and I bleed out my sorrows every once in a while,,
I know that im taken,, I'm happy for that,, I just hope that you wont hold this grudge against me forever.. because everytime you tease me, laugh at me, embarrass me,, you're killing me, torturing me I go home and cant sleep,, it only takes for me to weep,, over the lost cause of being in love with you,, it's no lie,, I do.. forever.. But you'll never love me back or take me back,, for the reason I broke your heart,, and I'm so sorry for that.. but everyday you not only break my heart, you crush it deep with the sole of your shoe, you take the pieces, you hide the pieces,, and I'll never find them without you So how am I meant to give my love to him, while being in love with you? It's just not possible for me,, im so sorry for hurting you, you protected me against the harsh comments that could have destroyed me,, and now that you're gone no one is here to protect me. and i deserve that, you deserve to be happy,, i just wish you knew how much,, im still in love with you... <//3 13 avril ♥___TO H E L L W I T H YU [&&] ALL YUR FRIENDS---xyou say that you are fine.. but i still worry all the time NNNNNNN
this photograph is proof....
i know you know ___________________________________________ Don'tCallMyName OutOfYourWindow I'mLeaving ______________________________________________________________________________________ so c r u s h me baby
i'm all e a r s ____________________________________________ s e c r e t s d o n t m a k e f r i e n d s. . .
[.χ.] яαи∂σм [.χ.]ι тσℓ∂ уσυ тнαт ι ℓιкє уσυ, αи∂ уσυ ѕαι∂ уσυ ℓιкє мє тσσ..
вυт ωнαт ωσυℓ∂ нαρρєи ιf уσυ fσυи∂ συт,
тнαт ι тяυℓу «ℓσνє» уσυ
[written by me]
lol hey people. im sooo bored... just listening to music
 and waiting for people to get online... lol sarah slept over... omg! im not wannabe emo! if i was wannabe emo then id be lyk... maddie n shit,, n my space would be all red n black n shit,,, and its not lol only stuff in my blogz,, lol newaiiz,,, rararar ur gay and im bored... lol omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my dad is letting me subscribe to "The Rolling Stone". lol yeah... omg!!!!!! so excited,, lol newaiiz.... hmmm... what to talk about,, actually i dont have anything to talk about so im just gonna leave stuff on my space n if i made it then it'll say i did n if i didnt it will have a link to the person who did.
kk bye bye
much love
rana,, xoxo
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       11 avril .в.є.¢.α.υ.ѕ.є..у.σ.υ..є.и.∂.є.∂..ι.т. </3ѕσ ιт єи∂є∂ вє¢αυѕє уσυ тнσυgнт ι ∂ι∂ит ѕтαи∂ υρ fσя уσυ؟
уσυ тнσυgнт тнαт ιт ωαѕит ωσятн ιт؟
уσυ тнσυgнт ωяσиg.
ι ρяσтє¢тє∂ уσυ αgαιиѕт тнє яυмσυяѕ αи∂ ℓιєѕ тнαт мαттєяє∂ αи∂ ωσυℓ∂ нανє єffє¢тє∂ υѕ,
иσт тнє ραтнєтι¢ ѕмαℓℓ тαℓк נєαℓσυѕ σтнєяѕ мα∂є υρ.
ѕσ ∂σит уσυ ѕαу уσυ єи∂є∂ ιт вє¢αυѕє ι ∂ι∂ит ¢αяє,
αи∂ ∂σит уσυ ∂αяє ѕαу тнαт ιт ωαѕит ωσятн ιт вє¢αυѕє му ℓσνє ωαѕ.
[made by me] 10 avril hellohello people
how are you? im ,, uh never mind,, anywayz. Lol, i havent written in this thing for ages... lol yeah... im so bored and im at my dads which is even worse, -.- lol anywayz,,, omg my nena is really sick
she cant walk and cant eat coz when ever she eats something she'll just spew it up unwillingly.  i'd hate not eating poor nena,,, well getting off that subject...lol i went with cindy and nathan on their date -.- yeah i totally wanted to be the third wheel *rollz eyez* nah it was ok,,, i only went to school on thursday bcoz i thought ray was gonna be there but no,, he decided not to go to school -.- and then i find out he went to school on friday while im stuck with nathan and cindy sorting out their crap,, *which i didnt mind coz it was better than going to school* actually,,, it wasnt that bad,,, i made pigeons attack cindy n nathan... heheheh funny,, well anywayz im gonna go coz i have nothing else to say so,,,
bye bye peoplez
much love ,, rana
xoxo 3 avril <3__ρ.σ.є.м.ѕ__<3I look at the picture of you You show no emotion no feelings You're black like the sky White like the ceilings
No colour is shown in this picture You stand all alone in a room You don't remember the past Hoping the future won't come to soon
You stare at the ground Where your feet are glued down Upon your frail white face You now wear a frown
A tear near your eye shows sadness Your deep eyes are not a good sight And now I am all alone in a colourful world And you're all alone in black and white.
Love is like a lump of gold, hard to get and hard to hold. Out of all the guys I've ever met, you're the one I can't forget. I do believe that God above created you for me to love. I will love you until the end of time, until my sun will not shine.
Have you ever been in love? Do you know how I feel? I wonder if this is happening, I wonder if it's real? My heart begins to race, my head begins to spin I'm starting to hope, that it's your heart I'm going to win My body is trembling, with something more than fear Before it was cloudy, but now it's becoming clear I've never felt this way, and I hope you feel it too Because I've been wanting to say that... I'm in love with you,, <3
Waiting lonely for this kiss, something I would never miss My one and only love is you, I know this love of ours is true I never want to let you go, I’ll travel through flood, drought and snow Just to hold hands is my ambition, this case will always be my mission If we separate we’ll always keep in touch, this poem shows you why I love you so much..
нσω ¢συℓ∂ уσυ вє ∂σιиg тнιѕ тσ мє؟ уσυя ℓєανιиg мє αℓℓ ¢σиfυѕє∂ ιѕ тнιѕ נυѕт α fυииу נσкє؟ тнєи ι нσρє уσυ αяє αмυѕє∂,, ι тяу тσ тαℓк тσ уσυ вυт уσυ ρυℓℓ αωαу, ι ωσи∂єяє∂ ωну уσυ ∂ι∂ тнιѕ αи∂ уσυ ѕαι∂, ●ι נυѕт ∂σи'т киσω ωнαт тσ ѕαу● ι ωιѕн ι ¢συℓ∂ вєℓιєνє уσυ вυт ιт'ѕ нαя∂ тσ υи∂єяѕтαи∂, ι ∂σи'т киσω нσω мυ¢н ι ¢αи тαкє, вєfσяє ι ρυℓℓ αωαу му нαи∂ ιf уσυ кєєρ gσιиg тнє ωαу уσυ αяє, ιт ¢συℓ∂ αℓℓ נυѕт ∂ιѕαρρєαя уσυ мαу єνєи мιѕѕ уσυя ¢нαи¢є, мαувє тнιѕ ιѕ ωнαт ι fєαя,,
If I could find the words to tell you how much you mean to me to tell you that I love you and that we are meant to be. If I could find the words to say I want you with me everynight I want to be safe in your arms, in which you'd hold me tight. If I could find the words to say I need your love to keep me sane would it make a difference? Or would things remain the same? I swear your like a drug because I'm hooked on you for good. Maybe I'll write a letter that my feelings I can't deny. There I'll bleed my heart and there, forever it will lie. Myself, I am no angel no saint or royalty but judge me for who I am within because what you get is me. So when I find the words, you will finally know then my heart to you i'll give and forever you will own.
He smiles the sweetest smile, and has eyes of deepest blue. He says the funniest things, I'm stuck on him like glue. We used to be great friends, always willing to talk. He is definately the smartest guy, but also a bit of a dork. But you see he is a dork, but a dork who chose me. I don't even know why, I really was so lucky. I really, really miss him, and the way it used to be. I really, really hope that someday he will come back to me. helooHey ppl. lol how r uz???? im good,, lol me and arig snuck out on saturday night at lyk midnight n i woz like lets go 2 the city n shes like ok n we got half way up the street n said r u serious? n i woz like uhhh yeah lol and then we went n it woz shit az,, we were like... next time we'll bring more ppl,, and then on the way back crossing the story bridge this random old guy (lyk.. 40) started talking 2 us n hes like do u guys drink? n we were like ummm... n he woz like do u guyz smoke n arig woz like ummm... n hes like did u wanna come back with me 2 have a few drinks and were like ummm... no we have to go home now.. b4 my mum wakes up lol yerr n we were walking home n arig woz like do NOT look behind u n i did n i woz like ah shit walk faster.. .FASTER! coz that guy woz following us with his friend so we like... went home a diff way so he wudnt kno where we lived lol... yer well thats the only interesting thing thats happend... oh yerr i went to wynnum footy club yesterday n woz hiding coz i didnt wanna be seen with my nan n lil brother n robyn n ray were there apparently lol meh,,, well im going coz... i dont have nething else 2 saii,,,
much love
lareina,, xoxo
31 mars todaiilol hello everybody.. (Hi, doctor nick!) =.= shut up.. lol nehoo... err 2daii woz so gay,, i got into a fight with arig and MELE tried to make it worse... lol coz arig sed sumthing n i hit her n she got all anal balistic lol... n went off n i got all anal balistic and went off -.- lol yerr fun fun fun :)/=,= nehoo yerr we got over that.. the rest of the day woz alrite... except wen i woz accused of "stealing" lollipops ahahaha
 ms tomas is the biggest bitch... shittest english teacher... lol yerr,, she woz teaching us art in an art room when we were meant to be taught english in an english room... stupid bitch.. .lol yerr well... not much else happened 2daii... so im gonna go...  much love
rana__xoxo
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I don't get it. lol,, so yess.. 
I hate the stupid skirts we have to wear though coz they go all the way past my freaking toes. Lol,, newaiiz... hmm....
and then in the city me n arig called cindy and robyn and ray n i woz like pissed n shit but now im not 
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